That is why...

Well, yesterday I had one of those moments where you are about to sleep and you start thinking of everything that's going on in your life, that starts to depress you and you end up crying. Yeah! I know, pretty pathetic on a saturday night. But well, I knew that I wasn't doing anything yesterday first of all because I wasn't in the mood, and second because I knew my cousin was gonna be 'busy' with her boyfriend since his parents left on a trip and he was home alone.
So I just dedicated myself to read and watch movies and do some homework.

And, while I was passing through that pretty awful night I started thinking of writing an e-mail to my cousin explaining to her what was going on with me and why I didn't want to hang out with her and her boyfriend anymore. Mainly we never really got along even when they started going out, we just never clicked and there wasn't really any friendship. The only reason I handled it pretty well was because of her. Because she was happy and after all that's the only thing that matters to me.

There I was at around 2am crying myself out that I turned on the computer and I was about to start writing her the e-mail when I suddenly got distracted with facebook (yeah, we gotta thank him for something) that at the end I just got a little more calm and turned of the computer and went back to sleep.

I wake up this morning, go grab breakfast and start doing some homework, when I recieve a call from my dad that If I had recieved a message from my cousin, which I haven't at the time. So I went back to doing my homework. Apparently I was gonna dedicate the whole day to doing homework but at around 3pm I recieved a call from her telling me that she wanted to come to my apartment and pick me up even though I told her that my parents would be picking me up after going and pick up my brother from his trip to Cancun (yeah! I know! CANCUN! In the middle of school year and spring break isn't here yet) anyway when i asked her what was going on she started to cry. Then I just told her to calm down and wait till she got here so we got a chance to talk about what happened before we went to eat.

Making this story short she broke up with her boyfriend (yeii! but she doesn't need to know that), because he has been acting really weird lately and last night they went out and at 3am he told her he had to go back home because he wanted to be there early, and instead he went back to the club and stayed there until 7am. So she really thought he has taking advantage of her and they broke up and for good!
I really mean this time is for good because the past 5 times they have broken up they haven't changed their facebook status (yeah! facebook is a great deal around here, is the best way to gossip) So she definitely changed her status to Single... so I really believe that this time is for real.

Even if she decides to get back with him I will still support her, even though I can't stand the guy, but hey... she's like my sister.

So, the point of this whole blog is to imagine what it would've been for her to get home, see that I had sent her a message full of anger about her not-anymore-boyfriend????
She would've felt like crap!

Things happen for a reason, and some of us still don't get it. I think I'm gonna start paying attention to those little details so that I stop commiting all kind of mistakes... And have a better understanding why things are the way they are.